Day 9. I came. I saw. I loved. This 21 day challenge of not looking at myself is quickly becoming the most transformative quest of my life. Life has rapidly changed in the past three months and especially in the past week. My once greatest fear I must confront every day.
Change (next to getting stuck in one of the tubes at Chuck E. Cheese) was once the biggest paralyzer in my life to moving forward and fulfilling dreams. I was more willing to face death staying in the disorder than I was to let go and live in the unknown of a changing life.
However, I realized that no matter how hard I tried to fight it and prevent it, change was going to happen regardless of where I kept myself trapped in body or mind. It was going to move with or without me. Change is inevitable, but that inevitable change produces some of the most beautiful things in this world.
Without change there would be no butterflies.