A World Not Made For Butterflies

Today's video is a compilation of various moments throughout yesterday in which I felt words needed to be spoken with the battles. It was a challenging day. I fought so hard to be the butterfly but am discovering flying in this life does not come easy. It requires a lot of patience and trust. At the end is a really authentic video I hesitated a bit to share, but I always want to keep this journey honest. A problem arose with these wings I was not expecting.

You do not realize how bleak and dark the world is until you come alive. It is a battle to exist in color while it seems everyone else is living in black and white. How did it become abnormal to be full of joy? When did being full of life become such a foreign concept? I do not want to leave this world the way I have found it, but how can I help?