Not An Ending But A Release

Today you get TWO videos. The first one actually happened on day 16. Day 17. I said the video yesterday was the calm before the storm. I certainly did not predict the rest of the day would have turned out like it had. I had no idea that rain cloud was ready to let out all it was holding inside. What I am learning through this all is the future arrives just a little before you are ready to give up the present. I was confronted with the loss of a huge part of me of which I was not yet ready to let go.

But...

You will see day 17 brought some of the most beautiful light into my life after one of my darkest storms. I did not think the sun would come out so soon after all that happened the day before, but I found myself adjusting rather quickly to being completely authentically me. God so gracefully showed me that this is not an ending with Disordered Jenna. I will still see her. It is more of a release into all I am meant to be and do with my wings.

These past two days have moved me forward rapidly, but I know I cannot get comfortable. Another huge change is just on the horizon...

Now what 24 hours can do for your heart and mind...