Some Questions Google Cannot Answer
One of my many quirks is that I am addicted to Google. It is my go-to in pretty much every situation. Google has the answers to everything...right? Sadly, no, but oh how I wish it did. Imagine being able to type in 'where is my life going?' and it give you a million hits to guide you to the answer for free. Talk about saving me time and struggles. So if the greatest search engine to ever exist can't answer my question, what or who will? I could always go to a psychic or go buy a magic eight ball or find a stand in the middle of the road like in "The Wizard of Oz" and look into a crystal ball, but I am going to go out on a limb and say those options probably aren't the best. I am the only one who can give an answer to a question like that. So as I sit here and ask it to myself, the best answer I can give is somewhere. It is going somewhere full of peace and happiness and love. It is going somewhere that I once dreamed. It is going somewhere where all this pain and these trials will never be welcomed and be a permanent part of the past. It is going to a future built by my experiences and struggles so that I can help others. It is going to the place God has created, transforming into the woman He created me to be. It has just taken a few detours before getting there but it is closer than it ever was. I am nearer than I was yesterday. For that, I am excited and am okay to not have all the answers. I trust I will get them soon with every day I choose to say yes to life, to health, to love, to faith.